yest nite ...
i went to arcade again
i shldnt go ...
but i went..
actually i going to study de...
but i waste alot of time on going there..
haix...
i really sucker la...
i noe i shldnt go de loh..
i still go..
i called angel at 8+ 9
tok to her bout my problem...
call jie yf at 10+
ask for her advise...
pray & slp...
today morning went to cut hair...
i saw tis particular cat..
don scare of human...
i wondering y..
i conclude tht is becos..
it feel secure..
just like mii...
if i feel secure in god..
i wouldnt wan people attention le...
till nw i m still the attention seeker...
drifting away from god..
problems... stress...
all come to find mii...
i don wan all tis..
yest nite...i went back before god..
i wan his attention only..
i wan study harder..
i wan get A's & B's nt C's
i asked for his forgiveness...
cos i noe only his love cn satify mii ..
attention of his is far more easy to get..
& he cn giv mii his 100% attention..
he is so wonderful..
felt so bless to noe him
haha
yr wont noe how gd it feel like unless u experience it yrself..
i gt to go study liao bye ..